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kowaiyoukaiDo not read this, anyone who has not yet finished SPN season 3. SERIOUSLY. I MEAN THAT. I WILL NOT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR THE HORRIBLE SPOILERS ABOUT TO COME YOUR WAY.
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ladydeth12!!!!!!!
I was in hysterics. I was crying like a little bitch, like a horrible little bitchy bitch, and I can't even remember half of what I was doing while watching Dean's death. GAJHSSDKJSBFKDFKNSIFUSBKER I can't believe it!!!!!!!!!!! *sobs hysterically in a corner*
I haven't been online really, but is fandom exploding? I bet fandom is exploding.
So, seriously I was holding my head with my hands, clutching onto my forehead/hair, and then I wanted to wave my hands around frantically in the air, but I forgot I was holding my head, so I started hitting myself repeatedly in the head, and I didn't even notice until the episode was over and I had a headache. I was screaming too--loudly and hysterically. And I was crying. I was screaming, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
That was completely me. And I just started wailing horribly. It was really, truly, horribly horrible.
I mean, the last thing I ever wanted to see in my life was Dean getting ripped apart, dying, and then being tortured in hell screaming for Sam. That tops the list of worst canon moments ever. Dean screaming even after the credits? Yeah, that was fucking nightmare-ish. I mean, the previous top of the list for worst canon moments ever in any fandom was in Trigun, when Vash had just killed Legato and he woke up in bed and started screaming, and the title screen came on while he was screaming. So, this thing with Dean was similar, except so much worse because I love Dean so much more and he's part of one of my all-time favorite yaoi OTPs and he's in hell waiting for Sam to save him and I WANT TO DIE FROM THE ANGSTY PAIN.
;_;
So, Kripke is pulling an Orpheus and Eurydice on us, right? I mean, my theory all along is completely going to come true now. Sam will become king of hell and make Dean his queen. Sam will save Dean from hell by embracing his own demonic powers, and then Dean will end up having to save Sam's humanity. That's TOTALLY what's going to happen, and I've said it before, but now it's out here on LJ for all to read and know.
This is the worst thing I have ever lived through in terms of fandom. No other fandom has had this much of an effect on me, and so quickly. And now a season break? Fuck that. Anime doesn't have fucking season breaks. *kicks American television*
I don't think I can completely grasp what's just happened, or how it will affect me, Dean, Sam, wincest, the fandom, etc. I think I need more time to really ponder.
But SPN rocks. I wouldn't change a thing about the episode. I trust Kripke and now we'll pull through this somehow. This was amazingly well done, and I loved every minute of it. The last few episodes of S3 totally made up for the sucktastic-ness of the first few. And Dean and Sam singing in the car? Awesome. And how much wincest was in that last episode? Seriously, how can people even say they're not in love? I just don't get it at all. Dean and Sam are so clearly in love. It's just so obvious.
I mean, Bobby is sort of like a father to Dean and Sam, and that's more like what a family should be. Dean and Sam don't act like brothers, and they never have. They act in every way as if they are in love with each other and don't want to say anything. Seriously, this season has cemented my love of wincest even further, if that's at all possible.
I cannot express my love and joy at being in the SPN fandom. It's just too large to fully discuss.
There will be fanfiction. Oh yes. There will be fanfiction.
^_^*
EDIT:
So, Ruby and Bela are also in hell. Obviously, Sam's going to be saving Dean. But what of Ruby and Bela? Will they be saved as well? What if Ruby helps Dean get out of hell? That's possible. I think Bela is pretty much a dead loss, though. *shrugs*
And what of Lilith? Will she and Sam have a face-off in the middle of hell for Dean? YES. I can see it now, totally. Come on, CW. Give SPN the budget it needs. *licks lips in anticipation*
THIS MEANS YOU,
ladydeth12!!!!!!!I was in hysterics. I was crying like a little bitch, like a horrible little bitchy bitch, and I can't even remember half of what I was doing while watching Dean's death. GAJHSSDKJSBFKDFKNSIFUSBKER I can't believe it!!!!!!!!!!! *sobs hysterically in a corner*
I haven't been online really, but is fandom exploding? I bet fandom is exploding.
So, seriously I was holding my head with my hands, clutching onto my forehead/hair, and then I wanted to wave my hands around frantically in the air, but I forgot I was holding my head, so I started hitting myself repeatedly in the head, and I didn't even notice until the episode was over and I had a headache. I was screaming too--loudly and hysterically. And I was crying. I was screaming, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
That was completely me. And I just started wailing horribly. It was really, truly, horribly horrible.
I mean, the last thing I ever wanted to see in my life was Dean getting ripped apart, dying, and then being tortured in hell screaming for Sam. That tops the list of worst canon moments ever. Dean screaming even after the credits? Yeah, that was fucking nightmare-ish. I mean, the previous top of the list for worst canon moments ever in any fandom was in Trigun, when Vash had just killed Legato and he woke up in bed and started screaming, and the title screen came on while he was screaming. So, this thing with Dean was similar, except so much worse because I love Dean so much more and he's part of one of my all-time favorite yaoi OTPs and he's in hell waiting for Sam to save him and I WANT TO DIE FROM THE ANGSTY PAIN.
;_;
So, Kripke is pulling an Orpheus and Eurydice on us, right? I mean, my theory all along is completely going to come true now. Sam will become king of hell and make Dean his queen. Sam will save Dean from hell by embracing his own demonic powers, and then Dean will end up having to save Sam's humanity. That's TOTALLY what's going to happen, and I've said it before, but now it's out here on LJ for all to read and know.
This is the worst thing I have ever lived through in terms of fandom. No other fandom has had this much of an effect on me, and so quickly. And now a season break? Fuck that. Anime doesn't have fucking season breaks. *kicks American television*
I don't think I can completely grasp what's just happened, or how it will affect me, Dean, Sam, wincest, the fandom, etc. I think I need more time to really ponder.
But SPN rocks. I wouldn't change a thing about the episode. I trust Kripke and now we'll pull through this somehow. This was amazingly well done, and I loved every minute of it. The last few episodes of S3 totally made up for the sucktastic-ness of the first few. And Dean and Sam singing in the car? Awesome. And how much wincest was in that last episode? Seriously, how can people even say they're not in love? I just don't get it at all. Dean and Sam are so clearly in love. It's just so obvious.
I mean, Bobby is sort of like a father to Dean and Sam, and that's more like what a family should be. Dean and Sam don't act like brothers, and they never have. They act in every way as if they are in love with each other and don't want to say anything. Seriously, this season has cemented my love of wincest even further, if that's at all possible.
I cannot express my love and joy at being in the SPN fandom. It's just too large to fully discuss.
There will be fanfiction. Oh yes. There will be fanfiction.
^_^*
EDIT:
So, Ruby and Bela are also in hell. Obviously, Sam's going to be saving Dean. But what of Ruby and Bela? Will they be saved as well? What if Ruby helps Dean get out of hell? That's possible. I think Bela is pretty much a dead loss, though. *shrugs*
And what of Lilith? Will she and Sam have a face-off in the middle of hell for Dean? YES. I can see it now, totally. Come on, CW. Give SPN the budget it needs. *licks lips in anticipation*
