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Title: The Worth of All Things
Author: kowaiyoukai
Rating: R
Warning(s): Dark, incest, semi-AU, uber angst, non-chronological timeline, language, intentional grammatical errors, confusing artistic style.
Spoilers: Up to and including season 4.
Word Count: 2,548
Synopsis of Challenge: The brothers are in love and Sam becomes Dean's protector. Hurt!bottom!Dean has post traumatic stress disorder, an eating disorder, and nightmares dealing with being traumatized from hell. Angst, hurt/comfort, sex.
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: siriuslyyellow
Summary: When Dean comes back, everything is different.
A/N: Written for sin_of_pride for the 2008 spn_giftxchnge. This was a difficult challenge for me, especially because I had just finished writing a fic in a very similar style for Batman/Joker. Also, the challenge called for sex and this fic didn't call for sex. So there was disaster there. Hopefully, though, it all worked out!

( The Worth of All Things )

Title: Repair Job
Author: kowaiyoukai
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Warning(s): Incest, crack, notamused!Sam, idiot!Dean, implied sex
Spoilers: Nah.
Word Count: 617
Challenge: my_sam_dean, lampshade, marble, bottle, "Well, that will do it!"
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: siriuslyyellow.
Summary: Dean is a technical genius.
A/N: Written for wincest_fic's July 2008 round. Okay, so I've spent my days this month writing my original novel and The Dark Knight fanfiction, and so this is the result of a very quick night of thinking.



( Repair Job )

Title: Lazarus (The Only Way Out is Through Me)
Author: kowaiyoukai
Rating: R (sadly)
Warning(s): Incest, angst like WHOA, tiny bits of fluff, superemo!Sam, potentiallyevil!Sam, inscrutable!Dean, plotdevice!BobbyandEllen, unnecessarily confusing plot.
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Spoilers: Everything, up to and including the end of season 3.
Word Count: 20,515 HOLY SHIT PEOPLEZ. Or as siriuslyyellow said, "Holy shit, what did you do?!"
Challenge: siriuslyyellow, deal, Hell, rescue, "I knew you would come."
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: siriuslyyellow. She beta'd the first half this morning, and so any errors within are completely mine. She was rushed due to my procrastination and also, wordiness.
Summary: A story of things coming full circle. The beginning and the end were the same, for them.
A/N: Written for the June 2008 round of wincest_fic. Now, I know I did her challenge last month, and I specifically wasn't going to do another challenge for siriuslyyellow this month. I had it in my mind and everything. It was like a mantra. But she CAPTURED ME VICIOUSLY using bait that she knew I could not resist! I knew I was going to do her challenge as soon as I saw it. It's not fair. She's my twin so she knows these things about me, like my weakness for angst. She can play me like a fiddle. I even CHEATED and started this fic earlier than the 6th! OH! The agony of it all! Blame her and not me. It is not my fault! She lured me! This challenge was the bait, and I've been hooked like a wriggling fish out of water! You should feel bad for me, really you should. Also, wtf my mind?! Where is the wincest? When am I getting to the wincest?! That's what I thought for the first few thousand words (read: vast majority) of this. ;_; I wish I had more time with this, to get it to be more like how I pictured it to be, but it's the 30th and sometimes you just have to accept the inevitable.

Also, if Sam's eyes are the wrong color, it's my fault. After looking at icons, screenshots, and posters, it was still a choice between brown, green, and blue. Do they change Sam's eye color for the shit of it, or is it just me? O.o;;

This is like an EPIC. I demand feedback of epic proportions in response.



( Lazarus (The Only Way Out is Through Me) - Part 1 )

Title: Losing Sleep: Five Times Dean Didn’t Say It
Author: kowaiyoukai
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Wincest (sort of), Dean/Cassie (kind of)
Rating: R
Warning(s): Slash, angst, language, implied longing for incest woo, character death (but it’s in the show too, so does that still count?)
Spoilers: All flashbacks, AHBL (part 2), Mystery Spot, that Cassie episode with the stupid truck (I have OCD and have problems with the number in the episode title, so sue me)
Word count: 4,159
Disclaimer: Kripke, the CW, and co. own it all. I’m just playing. :P
Summary: Dean doesn't say it, and he can't tell when other people mean it, either.
A/N: Un-beta'd. I got this idea from that Five Things meme that was going around a while back. It took a while to write, even though it’s short, but I hope it’s worth it. Also, my first attempt at both SPN fanfic and at something resembling wincest. Oh, be still my beating fangirl heart. Feedback is love, people. <3


( Losing Sleep: Five Times Dean Didn’t Say It )