kowaiyoukai: (Homicide Frank/Tim explanation)
...and do other stuff too! And not having a working copy of ANYTHING at my house is driving me IN-FUCKING-SANE!! I've been DYING to vid Homicide. AND I CAN'T. ARGH!! Not that anyone but me cares or would watch it, but the point is that I should be able to. ARGLEFUFFERS. *headdesk*

So some of my icons are randomly deciding to hide from me. That's all right. I'll find them. I'LL FIND THEM ALL.

I've been meta-ing random stuff using notepad, but I think I might cry if I have to do that anymore.

Fandom schedule: finish Homicide s4, SPN (get up-to-date), finish Xena, finish X-Men: Evolution, finish The Hunger Games series.

I'm going to make na attempt to copy all my fic to alternate files to try and work on them at some later point. IDEK tho. It might not work. It might also screw up the format, but I can fix that with time and patience. Hmm.

TTYL flist. ILU all. ♥

WATCH HOMICIDE!!
kowaiyoukai: (Star Trek Spock infuriated)
OK, I've got MASSIVE COMPUTER PROBLEMS. And am in DIRE need of assistance.

Too long and annoying to post normally, so click here! )
kowaiyoukai: (The Authority midnighter looks hot in le)
So now that my paid account has renewed, I can have an extra five userpics!! YAY!! This is AWESOME news since I desperately need to have more icons for newer (and older) fandoms.

I just finished season 1 of Homicide: Life on the Streets, and HOMG it is AMAZING!!!!! Like, I-need-to-inject-the-rest-of-the-show-into-my-viens good. I am really feeling it. I'd like to see Tim Bayliss and Frank Pembleton get together, and I got a semi-spoiler that Tim's bi so it's POSSIBLE, but we shall see. But there's like... NO FIC. Or vids. Or icons. OR ANYTHING. And THAT would be why I HATE being so late to the party.

I'm three episodes from the end of Xena (O.M.G.) and half a season away from the end of X-Men: Evolution. So, really, the fact that I haven't posted any fic is all a matter of PERSPECTIVE, since I've been watching all this other fandom stuff.

I will NEVER get tired of the expression "I swing both Rays." EVER. I don't care that I don't ACTUALLY like both (I'm a Fraser/Kowalski whore), but come on. THE EXPRESSION. \o/

Um, that's it. No fic today either. Please don't send assassins after me at my place of residence? Work would be better. :D
kowaiyoukai: (Disney Gaston men kissing)
I am in DESPERATE NEED of completing some fic. Like, some one-shots that have quick payoff or something. But ALAS, apparently I am INCAPABLE of writing anything smaller than 10 GAZILLION words long. IDEK. *headdesk*

In further news, I HATE OPEN OFFICE. Srsly? Who the fuck can use that program?! That white screen gives me an enormous headache whenever I try to use it. So, for the time being, I've been using notepad. NOTEPAD, okay? Notepad. FML.

I think I should really try to just suck it up b/c if not I may die of lack of fanfic. Since my comp at home now doesn't open fic I saved from the internet, I am living in a total fic-less void of DOOM. I've managed to convert some MHT files to HTML, which makes them open-able, but that's about as far as I can get, b/c then you get things like a mash-up of HTML code and a word or two. Sigh.

OK, I've got to go do RL stuff now b/c life continues to FAIL and require my attention. Stupid life. Doesn't the world know I've got fic to write? I MEAN SRSLY NAO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOHNNY CASH!! John Sheppard's love for you makes you worth my time. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

RL sucks

Jul. 22nd, 2010 03:13 pm
kowaiyoukai: (TDK batman/joker comics not crazy just f)
Well, it does though! And it keeps me away from the internet for long periods of time. I do not appreciate that. AT ALL. I will eventually write a post about RL drama, but in the meantime, know that I am very angry at reality and have decided to smite it down with wrathful anger. And also slash.

I got a formspring account! It's here: http://formspring.me/kowaiyoukai. So hopefully that won't blow up in my face. I need to check twitter and facebook and myspace, but see, I just kind of don't care enough to do it. Meh. Whatever.

Re: fics! I'm working on them. WHAT?! Well, I am. I'm actually working on TOO many fics at the moment. Also vids. And a fanmix. I SUCK OKAY. I JUST SUCK. THAT'S ALL.

REQUEST! I'm looking for the McShep vid "Jolene". It was recced to me but I can't find a dl of it anywhere. Anybody know where I can get it? Pretty please with Sheppard on top? XD

RE: APOGEE. Okay, look. I've got a lot more written, but I've made an executive decision. I'm going to wait until I finish (or am very nearly finished with) the first part before I put it up. Then I can update frequently and there'll be less stress for everyone involved. So if you've got any good reasons why this is a bad idea, say them now. :P

I'm working on my original novel, too. I've decided a few things about it that will probably mean it's impossible to get published, but FUCK IT. It's my novel and I'll do what I please with it.

Also, I really think it stinks that we don't have more good subtexty gay couples. I mean really now. I think Due South spoiled me rotten. D:

I'm also looking for fic recs for good stories for FrayK, McShep, Hotson, and Spork! Feel free to send links or rec lists my way if you've got them readily available.

I'm off to catch the train to work. TTYL, flist!! ILU ALL!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

P.S. I meant it about the Apogee thing. If anybody has a better idea than posting it when it's all finished, let me know. Since it looks like posting it as it's written isn't doing so great. STUPID NOT HAVING THE INTERNET AT MY HOUSE. *headdesk*
kowaiyoukai: (SGA McShep flying hearts)
OK, I finished replying to comments. I've got a Morgan/Reid drabble to post, speaking of which, this Morgan/Reid rec list makes me happy. ♥

Besides that, I've got to update my icons. That's next. HAS TO HAPPEN. I've got no Holmes/Watson ones though!! LIFE IS PAIN.

EDIT: I have more time! YAY. I got to save fics, and look at the amusing thing I found in [livejournal.com profile] candle_beck's LJ, at the top of a fic she wrote that I haven't read yet but am sure is awesome: "Oh kids, is there a happier day than New Fandom Day? Hallmark needs to make a card for that one right quick."

AGREED. ♥

ALSO: OMG I've forgotten to eat today and I'm DYING!! I'll have to get something on my way home. EPIC FAIL, SELF.
kowaiyoukai: (TDK batman/joker comics not crazy just f)
LULZ I JUST REALIZED IT'S JANUARY. Apogee was supposed to be finished by the end of December. LOLOLOL!! Oh, self. You are so naive. *headdesk* I made an f-locked post about this, but for those of you not on my flist and curious about Apogee, here's what's up: RL drama is too epic for me to write much at the present time. Deal with it.

So I've been writing some but not a lot, and some of it's Apogee but not all of it. Deal, people. Morgan/Reid fic galore is coming, even though I've only seen up to 5x01. And BTW, HOMG Reid and JJ sit in exactly the same way at around 8:15 in 3x01--I'm just saying this b/c Reid is so gay and I love him so. I'm also doing McShep fic, but that's not coming out until I've finished the show, so you've got two seasons left on that one. Ho hum.

I need good Morgan/Reid fic recs. I've got everything I could find by [livejournal.com profile] carolinecrane, [livejournal.com profile] lagolindari, and [livejournal.com profile] severity_softly -- along with one or two fics by [livejournal.com profile] ansera, [livejournal.com profile] catherinewinner, [livejournal.com profile] innerslytherin, and [livejournal.com profile] ubervirgin, but there's seriously not much that I've been able to find. I mean, is that it? Seven authors? What's up with that?! That is seriously ALL I could find. I even went on FFN in my fervent search, and you all KNOW how I feel about FFN. *headdesk*

Speaking of craziness, what's up with all the creepy pairings in Criminal Minds fandom, anyway? Why is Hotch/Reid so popular? And, um, sorry people, but Garcia and Morgan flirt because they're friends, not because they're having a secret romance on the side. Man, I wish I could just upload the entire series to my brain so I could have it all done with and write fic with the knowledge of everything that's available. Oh well. *shrugs*

Also, I am highly amused at the sheer number of fandom guest stars we've seen. We've got (in no particular order) Bobby from SPN, Gabrielle from Xena, the creepy sister/nun from Carnivale, Xander from Buffy, the older detetcive from Dexter, Michael from SGA, and one of the leads from a gay movie called "Shelter" (it's a good movie).

OMG DEREK MORGAN, DEXTER MORGAN, AND DRACO MALFOY SHARE THE SAME INITIALS!! Coincidence, or carefully planned strategy to lure fangirls in? YOU DECIDE!

ALSO: I'm kind of ticked that CM 5x01 didn't show Reid in the hospital. I mean, hello? His foot got shot for God's sake! I know everything with Hotch was more dramatic, but I was really hoping to see Reid too. DX

ALSO: I've watched True Blood season 2, and I've got to say--TOTALLY SHIPPING ERIC/GODRIC!! And this quote had me LULZing: Sookie: "He's your maker, isn't he?" Eric: "Don't use words you don't understand." Sookie: "You have a lot of love for him." Eric: "Don't use words I don't understand." \o/ There must be fic out there, right? RIGHT?!?! *panics*

ALSO: I'm compiling a mental list of the best kisses, mostly same-sex, in shows. But great het ones I'll take too. So far, the only kisses that really stood out to me as being HOMG were the one between Jack and Ianto in 2x03 (around the 34 minute mark) and the one between Alice and Tasha at the end of The L Word 5x08. Any others? Ideas?

ALSO x4: I can't believe Caprica's starting and I'm not done with BSG yet!! EPIC FAIL, SELF. EPIC FAIL. Watching all of this stuff is really putting a dent in my free time, I'm telling you. *epic sigh*

EDIT: I'll be replying to WAY RIDICULOUSLY OLD comments for the next while. So, don't worry if you get some random reply from me that makes no sense to you. I'm just trying to catch up, as always. :P *headdesk*
kowaiyoukai: (SGA McShep flying hearts)
Merry Christmas to all!! I LOVE YOU, FLIST!! <3

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] empath89, [livejournal.com profile] amazonziti, and [livejournal.com profile] votaku for the FANTASTIC virtual gifts!! I feel so loved. \o/ ♥ ♥ ♥

Yes, Apogee is in progress. No, the new chapter isn't ready yet. I will respond to all comments soon, but meanwhile this talk of Apogee being abandoned disturbs me. Relax, people! Remember lack of internet causes me many troubles, as well as working in a stupid job. Writing fanfio is taking a lower priority in my life. Sad but true. Speaking of lack of internet, that's one of the reasons I'm taking so long with Apogee. I want to make sure it's as factual as possible due to some concerns over the last part I posted. It's hard to research stuff online without the internet! And, unfortunately, I don't actually know everything about everything, so... *headdesk*

More epic LJ post, plus list of Christmas gifts, forthcoming!
kowaiyoukai: (Merlin arthur invalid argument)
I need the song "No Way Out" by Phil Collins, preferably the version from Brother Bear. Does anyone have it? I can't find it ANYWHERE!! *headdesk*

OMG, so how many of you saw that stupid XBox 360 ad before you logged in to LJ? I was horrified. The choice is easy? What the fuck is THAT supposed to mean? *shakes head in dismay* XBox sucks unless you like sports and/or war games, everyone knows that. *le sigh* LJ, please do not support bad systems on your homepage. KTHXBI.

I'll make a more fun post later today, re: birthday, fandom, et al. :P

FFN SUCKS

Aug. 25th, 2009 03:42 pm
kowaiyoukai: (HP slytherclaw everyone's stupid)
Yeah, I don't care how whiny this sounds, I'm going to bitch anyway.

Decided to post under a cut so that people who don't care are spared my whining. B/c really now. There's a lot of whining.

FFN whining )
kowaiyoukai: (TW Ianto doesn't approve)
So I'm using [livejournal.com profile] nicole2686's laptop, and it didn't let her use HTML as a link, like for ls user's names and shit. Dude, what the fuck is up with these shenanigans? I'm confused, and I'm posting this to see if other lj user's names will show up. So basically ignore this.

[livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
[livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow
[livejournal.com profile] jelost
[livejournal.com profile] startrekbigbang
[livejournal.com profile] kirkspock

La la, did you work, semi-HTML code? YES IS THE ANSWER I WANT NAO. KTHXBI.

EDIT: OK, it worked, so WTF is the problem with her post, then? *headdesk*
kowaiyoukai: (Naruto sasunaru side hug dorama)
I saw three movies! The Proposal, Orphen, and Ponyo. The Proposal wasn't good at all--semi-funny, sure, but I've seen Sandra Bullock and Ryan Reynolds both do such better work. Still, it was kind of cute. Orphen freaked me the fuck out, srsly. What a weird, freaky as all fuck movie. URGH. And Ponyo... SUCKED ASS. DDD: Why, Miyazaki, why?!?! After the greatness of Spirited Away and Howl's Moving Castle, you come out with THIS?!?! *headdesk*

I hate coming to the library. Weird people stare at you. It's just creepy.

Also, my cell is offline for the time being b/c I've got no money, which means I can't update my twitter daily anymore. SADNESS. This is even worse b/c sometimes weird shit happens on twitter that I'm unaware of. Like, I bitched a bit about Maya's book, and then she found out! HOW DO THESE THINGS HAPPEN TO ME?!?! *EPIC HEADDESK* I mean, srsly, I'm nobody in the sea of fandom. If I have to start censoring myself I'll be an unhappy fan with a sockpuppet account. I've never used a second account, though, I've only ever used this one. *le sigh*

QUICK QUESTION! APOGEE READERS: what would you like to see in Othersides 2?
kowaiyoukai: (working)
So I've been MIA for the past near a month, which happens occasionally when I can't get computer access or when RL is disastrous. Sorry people. Life sucks. D:

What have I been doing since August 1st, you ask? Not writing, that's for sure. In the past three weeks, here's what I've done:

Week 1: Got hideous sunburn that forced me to do nothing but stay perfectly still for the whole week. Watched Six Feet Under seasons 1 and 2. Missed the internet.

Week 2: Got two toothaches, one on either side of my mouth. Watched Oz seasons 1, 2, 3, and 4. Watched the first episode of Animorphs and the first four episodes of Xena. Missed the internet.

Week 3: Watched a variety of really random shit. Missed the internet.

I've also been re-playing the first Layton game in preparation for the second. And I've got my pre-order for Arkham Asylum, the PS3 version. Oh, I also read a bunch of comics. Hmm... and watched some Star Trek.

So, overall, while I was in pain and sweating profusely (I'm not kidding--I've got no air conditioning so the average temperature in my house is 95 degrees F), I just did some catching up in various fandoms. What I really wanted to do was write and watch SGA, but I don't have SGA and it was too hot to write, so sadness consumed me.

Re: APOGEE!! I'm not posting today. As the above complaints and whining indicated I haven't written for the past three weeks. I just started 10 two days ago, and I'll post it ASAP. Once I do 10 and Othersides 2, I'm taking another break to work on the prequel for [livejournal.com profile] startrekbigbang. Life is pain.

Any questions re anything, ask away and I'll answer! I'm going to reply to comments now, although by this point I'm sure people have forgotten they left comments at all. *epic headdesk*
kowaiyoukai: (HP slytherclaw everyone's stupid)
Not that anyone cares since I just updated Apogee, but I'll be trying to catch up on the comments tonight. I'll wait a bit before I start though, you know, just to get really behind on everything. *headdesk*

Also, does anyone have any good ideas about what to do if Word keeps on crashing and then re-formatting your shit into *'s and boxes? Besides using Notepad, I mean. EPIC FAIL, WORD.

And, I'm re-posting an edited version of the author's note on Apogee 9 for non-Apogee flisters who might care about my awful past two days:

So there was DISASTER. I'm staying at [livejournal.com profile] jelost's house for the week, and lo and behold, there's a fucking tornado warning. So this massive storm came and shut the power off for almost thirteen hours, just when I was in the middle of writing the last section of this. Then the power was out for about 14-15 hours, and then when it came back on, the internet was broke. So I had to wait for [livejournal.com profile] jelost to get home from work so she could fix it b/c kicking it did nothing and I had no more ideas. AND THEN WHEN I'D FINALLY GOTTEN ALMOST TO THE END OF THIS CHAPTER--Word crashed seven times in ten minutes and I had to write the rest of it in Notepad, and re-write a bunch that Word had made into *'s and boxes. DDDDDDD:

BADAH

Jul. 13th, 2009 08:49 pm
kowaiyoukai: (Watchmen adrian can kill you with his mi)
OMG THEY'RE KICKING ME OUT OF THE LIBRARY AND I HAVE NOT FINISHED REPLYING TO COMMENTS AND I CAN'T COME ONLINE TOMORROW B/C I'LL BE AT PALISADES ALL DAY FOR HBP MIDNIGHT SHOWING. BAWW SELF BAWW.

SRSLY, THEY'RE GLARING AT ME NOW. GOTTA GO OR GET SHOT!
kowaiyoukai: (DN raito/l)
I'm going home now to eat and play RE5 and maybe sleep or write more fic. And then take Sasuke, my poor computer, to Best Buy for fixing. And then maybe sleep a bit. And maybe stop pestering [livejournal.com profile] rdallyn to dl shit for me every five fucking seconds. And maybe continue pestering [livejournal.com profile] jelost to look up STXI random facts at 2 AM with her pretteh internetz. LOL *headdesk*

And I just realized I've never put up any movie reviews or episode/season reviews of anything, so I'll be doing that this week during my lack of internet. Also, maybe re-plyaing Chrono Trigger, I've been in that kind of mood recently.

And BTW people, a poll!!

[Poll #1420117]
kowaiyoukai: (Torchwood team awesome)
LOOK AT THIS CRAZY SHIT I FOUND PEOPLE! I seriously cannot believe that people get this worked up over Twilight. I'm sorry, but the series really does suck ass. Meyer's not even a good author. She's average. Her characterization leaves a lot to be desired.

BUT STILL. Tell your friends--dissing Twilight IRL may be bad for your health. SRSLY.

Also, I gave [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow an idea for her epic J2 role-play, and it's funny and awful all at the same time. *evil laughter*

I had something else to say but I forgot it in between now and when I started writing this post an hour ago. *headdesk* My computer's freaking out, though, so I'm checking out to see if Best Buy can fix it. D:

EDIT: I REMEMBER NOW! I changed my header to be more epic. WHAY SAY YOU, FLIST? \o/
kowaiyoukai: (FMA ed shocked)
So I have not eaten all day yet, and I've been up since... um... since... uh... okay I forget but it was sometime yesterday and I'm stuck at the library because my ride isn't here yet and I could walk home but I have a migraine and I might faint if I try it.

BUT IF I DO NOT EAT SOON I WILL GNAW ON MY OWN FINGERS, WHICH WOULD SERIOUSLY IMPEDE MY WRITING PROCESS.

I'd also like sleep, actually. Food and sleep. Sleep and food. Nao plz?
kowaiyoukai: (TW Ianto doesn't approve)
First of lots of posts today!

Something hysterical: CLICK ON THIS FOR UBERLOLZ - ganked from [livejournal.com profile] rdallyn.

Something sucktastic: CLICK ON THIS FOR AMAZON FAIL. Speaking of which, does anyone know what's going on with homosexual books on Amazon? Is everything still fucked up?
kowaiyoukai: (BSG kara/lee)
I've been debating posting up my personal angst, under a f-lock of course. What say you, f-list? Is it annoying or interesting when people whine about their lives? Does anyone really even care? We're all here for fandom, right? But it could be cathartic. Hmm..

Also, I still haven't finished replying to those rant comments! GAH!! *headdesk*

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