kowaiyoukai: (SPN dean sinned)
Title: Empty Spaces
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: R (for language)
Pairing: None, but you could read it as Dean/Sam, if you wanted to.
Warning(s): UBER ANGST. You've been warned.
Spoilers: Everything through 4x19, "Jump the Shark."
Word Count: 2,339
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow
Summary: When Dean thought of their father, all he thought of was an empty space.
A/N: Coda to 4x19. Written and finished five hours after I saw Jump the Shark. This is a direct response to both that episode and the overall dramatic arc of season 4.


Empty Spaces )
kowaiyoukai: (angst)
Title: The Worth of All Things
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: R
Warning(s): Dark, incest, semi-AU, uber angst, non-chronological timeline, language, intentional grammatical errors, confusing artistic style.
Spoilers: Up to and including season 4.
Word Count: 2,548
Synopsis of Challenge: The brothers are in love and Sam becomes Dean's protector. Hurt!bottom!Dean has post traumatic stress disorder, an eating disorder, and nightmares dealing with being traumatized from hell. Angst, hurt/comfort, sex.
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow
Summary: When Dean comes back, everything is different.
A/N: Written for [livejournal.com profile] sin_of_pride for the 2008 [livejournal.com profile] spn_giftxchnge. This was a difficult challenge for me, especially because I had just finished writing a fic in a very similar style for Batman/Joker. Also, the challenge called for sex and this fic didn't call for sex. So there was disaster there. Hopefully, though, it all worked out!

The Worth of All Things )
kowaiyoukai: (Default)
Title: This Time of Year
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: PG-13
Warning(s): implied incest, the love child of schmoop/fluff/angst, chick-flick moments
Spoilers: Pilot… does that even count?
Word Count: 847
Challenge: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow, Christmas snowfall, Stanford, novel-length text message, "I always miss you this time of year."
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: None.
Summary: This would be the first Christmas without Dean.
A/N: This challenge was the easiest I've ever written for this comm. And I loved every gooey second of it.

This Time of Year )
kowaiyoukai: (WTF)
Title: Metaphor
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: R
Warning(s): Suggestion of violence, crazy thought processes sounding sane, torture
Spoilers: The Alistair episode(s), I guess?
Word Count: 882
Challenge: [livejournal.com profile] tahirire; Alistair; ice, predestination, respect; "This place isn't ... red enough."
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: None.
Summary: Alistair ponders humans and hell.
A/N: Written in a night because I gave out the same challenge twice in December 2008. I so fail as a mod. *headdesk*

Metaphor )
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Title: Repair Job
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Warning(s): Incest, crack, notamused!Sam, idiot!Dean, implied sex
Spoilers: Nah.
Word Count: 617
Challenge: [livejournal.com profile] my_sam_dean, lampshade, marble, bottle, "Well, that will do it!"
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow.
Summary: Dean is a technical genius.
A/N: Written for [livejournal.com profile] wincest_fic's July 2008 round. Okay, so I've spent my days this month writing my original novel and The Dark Knight fanfiction, and so this is the result of a very quick night of thinking.



Repair Job )
kowaiyoukai: (angst)
Title: What It Would Mean
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: Hard R
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Dean/Cassie, Sam/Jess
Warning(s): Dark, angst, fluff, mentions of violence and non-con, Dean/Cassie, Sam/Jess
Spoilers: Hmmm… season 1, to be safe.
Word Count: 1,402
Challenge: [livejournal.com profile] ladydeth12, Jess, Cassie, cucumber, swingset, dozen, "I don't like blue cheese dressing."
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow.
Summary: Dean's got his dreams, and Sam doesn't have the heart to correct him.
A/N: Written for [livejournal.com profile] spn_monthlyfic's July 2008 round. This might not be what you were thinking, but it ended up that once I got the idea it just kind of wrote itself. Oh well. :P



What It Would Mean )
kowaiyoukai: (LOL)
Title: Cool, Scary, Beautiful
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: None.
Warning(s): AU, time discrepancies, crackalackin'
Spoilers:The Dark Knight, SPN S01E04 and S02E02, but really now. Come on, people. If you haven't seen either those episodes or TDK yet, what are you doing reading my fic?
Word Count: 1,450
Challenge: [livejournal.com profile] my_sam_dean, Bobby, fly, beautiful, corner, "Reckon you should, you idgit."
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow.
Summary: In which Dean and Sam argue, fears are discovered, and Bobby keeps his mouth shut.
A/N: Written for [livejournal.com profile] spn_monthlyfic's July 2008 round. Unfortunately and due to unavoidable circumstances, [livejournal.com profile] ladydeth12 had to back out at the last minute. So, I'm filling in for her this month. And due to my current The Dark Knight obsession, this was the only thing I could actually write. So, have at it! LOLZ MAED UP PASTZ R FUN?! And I know the timing is completely off by a whole lot. My feeling on the matter is—SUCK IT UP!! ^_^*



Cool, Scary, Beautiful )
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Title: Lazarus (The Only Way Out is Through Me)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: R (sadly)
Warning(s): Incest, angst like WHOA, tiny bits of fluff, superemo!Sam, potentiallyevil!Sam, inscrutable!Dean, plotdevice!BobbyandEllen, unnecessarily confusing plot.
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Spoilers: Everything, up to and including the end of season 3.
Word Count: 20,515 HOLY SHIT PEOPLEZ. Or as [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow said, "Holy shit, what did you do?!"
Challenge: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow, deal, Hell, rescue, "I knew you would come."
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow. She beta'd the first half this morning, and so any errors within are completely mine. She was rushed due to my procrastination and also, wordiness.
Summary: A story of things coming full circle. The beginning and the end were the same, for them.
A/N: Written for the June 2008 round of [livejournal.com profile] wincest_fic. Now, I know I did her challenge last month, and I specifically wasn't going to do another challenge for [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow this month. I had it in my mind and everything. It was like a mantra. But she CAPTURED ME VICIOUSLY using bait that she knew I could not resist! I knew I was going to do her challenge as soon as I saw it. It's not fair. She's my twin so she knows these things about me, like my weakness for angst. She can play me like a fiddle. I even CHEATED and started this fic earlier than the 6th! OH! The agony of it all! Blame her and not me. It is not my fault! She lured me! This challenge was the bait, and I've been hooked like a wriggling fish out of water! You should feel bad for me, really you should. Also, wtf my mind?! Where is the wincest? When am I getting to the wincest?! That's what I thought for the first few thousand words (read: vast majority) of this. ;_; I wish I had more time with this, to get it to be more like how I pictured it to be, but it's the 30th and sometimes you just have to accept the inevitable.

Also, if Sam's eyes are the wrong color, it's my fault. After looking at icons, screenshots, and posters, it was still a choice between brown, green, and blue. Do they change Sam's eye color for the shit of it, or is it just me? O.o;;

This is like an EPIC. I demand feedback of epic proportions in response.



Lazarus (The Only Way Out is Through Me) - Part 1 )
kowaiyoukai: (Default)
Title: She'd Never Tell
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: PG-13
Warning(s): Implied yuri, angst.
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Ruby/Crossroads Demon
Spoilers: Everything, up to and including the end of season 3.
Word Count: 547
Challenge: [livejournal.com profile] ladydeth12, Ruby/Crossroads Demon, the Colt, pizza, photo of the Easter Bunny, "Well, drink up! We've got work to do."
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow.
Summary: When Dean had asked her if she really had a way to save him, Ruby had debated telling him the truth.
A/N: Written for the June 2008 round of [livejournal.com profile] spn_monthlyfic. This is so short because my [livejournal.com profile] wincest_fic entry is so long. So it all evens out, m'kay?



She'd Never Tell )
kowaiyoukai: (Default)
Title: Confessions of a Twenty-Something Internet Addict, or Why Sam Winchester Absolutely Cannot Live Without His Laptop
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: R
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Warning(s): crack!fic, language, fangirl!Sam, clueless!confused!horrified!Dean, cosplay, major anime and video game references.
Spoilers: I highly doubt it.
Word Count: 4,760
Challenge: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow, Nintendo Wii, motel, take-out, "That is blatant cheating!"
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow. Yeah, it's for her, but we live together so them's the breaks.
Summary: Sam has a secret obsession.
A/N: Written for the May 2008 round of [livejournal.com profile] wincest_fic. So this is a funny story, actually. I was all like, hmm, where would Sam and Dean be playing the Wii at? Because a motel obviously wouldn't have one. And then it HIT ME IN A FLASH OF INSPIRATION AND FANGIRL. So now this is my first ever crack!fic, and I hope you enjoy, and if you don't get it that's all right. It's probably better if you don't get it anyway. -_-;;


Confessions of a Twenty-Something Internet Addict, or Why Sam Winchester Absolutely Cannot Live Without His Laptop )
kowaiyoukai: (Default)
Title: Pay the Piper to Sing His Song
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: R
Warning(s): Angst, violence, language, possible OOC, Mary/OC, Mary/John, bitch!Mary, stoic!John, important!OC, OC character death, crazy!baby!Dean.
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Mary/OC, Mary/John
Spoilers: Season 1 episode 1, and season 1 episode 9 "Home".
Word Count: 7,597
Challenge: [livejournal.com profile] tahirire, Mary/John, dating, engagement, future plans, "Everyone thinks I'm crazy for falling for a Marine."
Disclaimer: Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. No profit is being made from this fanfiction.
Beta Acknowledgment: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow
Summary: Sometimes Mary wondered about the deal.
A/N: Written for the May 2008 round of [livejournal.com profile] spn_monthlyfic. I hate John and the military, and I heart angst, so I was really the last person who should have gotten this challenge. Ah well. Hope you like it, [livejournal.com profile] tahirire and everyone else, even though it's so the opposite of what you were probably thinking it would be, given the challenge and all. This is why I cannot be trusted with fluff! Also, this completely took on a life of its own and I don't know what happened and I CANNOT BE BLAMED FOR THIS.


Pay the Piper to Sing His Song )
kowaiyoukai: (Default)
Title: Losing Sleep: Five Times Dean Didn’t Say It
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Wincest (sort of), Dean/Cassie (kind of)
Rating: R
Warning(s): Slash, angst, language, implied longing for incest woo, character death (but it’s in the show too, so does that still count?)
Spoilers: All flashbacks, AHBL (part 2), Mystery Spot, that Cassie episode with the stupid truck (I have OCD and have problems with the number in the episode title, so sue me)
Word count: 4,159
Disclaimer: Kripke, the CW, and co. own it all. I’m just playing. :P
Summary: Dean doesn't say it, and he can't tell when other people mean it, either.
A/N: Un-beta'd. I got this idea from that Five Things meme that was going around a while back. It took a while to write, even though it’s short, but I hope it’s worth it. Also, my first attempt at both SPN fanfic and at something resembling wincest. Oh, be still my beating fangirl heart. Feedback is love, people. <3


Losing Sleep: Five Times Dean Didn’t Say It )

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