kowaiyoukai: (CM Reid evil twin)
Well... I AM THOUGH. *headdesk*

I still haven't finished [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow's birthday present. And I have to give it to her TOMORROW. DDDD: I'm telling you people, being a twin is more stress than it's worth. I'll work on it more tonight.

ALSO! The last time I posted Apogee was September 25, 2009. This is truly terrible. I'd like to say I'll update before it hits the year mark, but... well, just look at the subject line! I AM TERRIBLE. Kick me if you must.

Luckily, I'm off on Friday AND Saturday! YAY!! This NEVER happens to me. So I'm hanging out with RL people to celebrate my mid-late-20s-ness. SADLY. But, hey, free food and movies are ALWAYS good. \o/

OK, enjoy the weekend everyone! I may check back tomorrow. But I'll be seeing Resident Evil 4, OH HECK YES. ♥
kowaiyoukai: (Inception Arthur/Eames chair kick)
HAS EVERYONE SEEN TOM HARDY NAKED YET?!! Because if not, you know, you really should. Also here!

Read Hyperbole and a Half's This Why I'll Never Be An Adult. ♥

[livejournal.com profile] bookshop's Inception post is basically accurate for everyone I've talked to. Except, of course, I ignored the Cobb/Mal and focused on the Arthur/Eames my first time around. My second time is when I noticed the epic het. What can I say? I'm a slasher at heart, first and foremost. \o/

Also, I am now convinced that I will never be able to escape fics I owe people, thanks to the return of [livejournal.com profile] bloodsorrow who used to be someone else but is still the same person I owe a Gundam Wing fic to. EPIC FAIL, SELF. EPIC FAIL. I am never writing that fic like ever. Sorry, man. I suck.

... but really, who cares about everything but the first two links? I KNOW I REALLY DON'T.
kowaiyoukai: (SGA McShep kissing love)
I need to get my hands on Batman: Thrillkiller, Batman: A Death in the Family, Batman: Gotham by Gaslight, Batman: Blind Justice, Batman: Dark Victory, Batman: The Cult, and Batman: Year One. I stumbled across IGN's 25 Greatest Batman Graphic Novels article and it really made me want to catch up.

In other news, what's up with the lack of Inception fanvids for download? Everything's on youtube. Some of us can't watch things on youtube, you know. *headdesk* Does anyone have a link to a great Arthur/Eames or gen vid I can download? PLEASE SHARE WITH ME!! *begs*

I finished editing my FrayK mix. THANK GOD. I had forgotten to put in the lyrics of "The Everthere" by Elbow and "Waiting in Canada" by Jann Arden. BECAUSE I AM A TOOL. I also finally replied to all the comments that have been needing replies. THANK GOD X2. Because I srsly cannot be having these half-finished conversations. It upsets my anal-retentiveness.

I may or may not post a f-locked rant about RL when I next get online. Some stupid confusing shit happened. I dislike stupid confusing shit.

P.S. My captcha for dl-ing on megaupload was just SGC6 and I just about had a seizure of awesome over it. Does the SGC have at least 6 teams? I'm pretty sure they do. Is this proof that the Stargate really exists? I'm pretty sure it is. ATLANTIS HERE I COME.

P.P.S. I am working on [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow's birthday present. That's the one thing that really sucks about being a twin. I'm like, "It's almost my birthday! ... OH SHIT!!" *headdesk*

P.P.P.S. Hey, look at how dumb Target is! Target Turns Its Back on LGBT Community, Refuses to Work With Human Rights Campaign. It sucks that I have to boycott them now. My RL non-fandom friend Erin and I go there when we're bored. D:
kowaiyoukai: (Inception Arthur/Eames flirting)

I updated my fandom rec list with TV shows and movies I've been watching! I posted up an epic multi-fandom fic rec list! AND I posted a Fraser/Kowalski fanmix!

This is all stuff I've been meaning to do for a while. Thank God it's done.
kowaiyoukai: (DS Fraser/Kowalski if you'll have me)
I THOUGHT ABOUT THIS WAY TOO MUCH. *headdesk* Feel free to ignore my ridiculously extensive notes and just dl the mix, listen to it, and form your own opinions. It's probably best that way. :P

I'm Becoming Untouchable

I'm Becoming Untouchable )
kowaiyoukai: (SPN Dean reading sexy)
Hokay. This is for all the fics that make me go HOMG!! I highly recommend these fics to EVERYONE, although of course it's best if you know the fandom. They're pretty much awesome in every way. I'll update this post as necessary, but I'm incredibly picky so be forewarned.

Fic Rec List Here!! )


Jul. 28th, 2010 05:51 pm
kowaiyoukai: (DS Fraser/Kowalski men at work)
I'm looking into getting a few tattoos. I've already got two--one kanji one the back of each shoulder (insanity on the left and clarity on the right). I really want to get a few more, one for each fandom that I'm in or for quotes I like, that sort of thing. However, I'm stuck for good pics.

I REALLY want to get Chrono, Marle, and Lucca doing Delta Force from Chrono Trigger, but I can't find a good screenshot ANYWHERE. Does anyone have one? Or know where I can find one? I mean, a screenshot like something in-between 0:23-0:35 in this YouTube vid.

Other ideas include some important symbols:
- Nobody
- Heartless
- crossed-out Konoha
- Star Trek badge - upper left one

I'd also like to get some pictures:
- Sasuke and Naruto at the Valley of the End
- Batman and Joker in The Killing Joke - I've got an icon of the scene I want under the keyword "TDK batman/joker killing joke epic"
- Maybe something for Riku/Sora?

But IDEK. It's very difficult to decide. Really, I want to get short phrases that one of the guys in my OTPs use to describe the other one. But I can't think of anything good! I need SOMETHING for all of these:
- Kirk/Spock
- Sam/Dean
- Fraser/Kowalski
- Sheppard/McKay
- Batman/Joker
- Holmes/Watson
- Riku/Sora
- Sasuke/Naruto
- Harry/Draco
That's, like, the ABSOLUTE least and I know there's more I want, anyway. But SRSLY, good quotes one says about the other one, used descriptively? Thoughts, anyone? *headdesk*
kowaiyoukai: (Inception Arthur/Eames dream bigger)
I AM SO THRILLED THAT FANDOM AND I AGREE ON INCEPTION. I was worried no one else would see Arthur/Eames, that I'd be sitting there alone going HOMG YAYZ while everyone else was talking Arthur/Dom or Arthur/Ariadne. THANK GOD I WAS WRONG.

I really must write down SOMETHING fic-related for Inception. The movie was just so fucking phenomenal, it truly was. I've only seen it once, but I really need to get my ass to the theatre again. In the meantime, I've collected enough Inception fics, icons, and fanmizes that I should be occupied for the next short while.

OH! And I've started watching Invisible Man. LET ME TELL YOU. PEOPLE. THE GAY. HOMG. THE GAY. I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW GAY INVISIBLE MAN IS. You all need to go and watch that like ASAP.

I NEED MOAR ICON SPACE LIEK NAO PLZ?!?! Playing Survivor with icons sucks. I hate it. What do I get rid of? *headdesk*

ALSO: What's this I hear about a new Sherlock Holmes BBC series? Who has info on this? Hm?!

RL sucks

Jul. 22nd, 2010 03:13 pm
kowaiyoukai: (TDK batman/joker comics not crazy just f)
Well, it does though! And it keeps me away from the internet for long periods of time. I do not appreciate that. AT ALL. I will eventually write a post about RL drama, but in the meantime, know that I am very angry at reality and have decided to smite it down with wrathful anger. And also slash.

I got a formspring account! It's here: http://formspring.me/kowaiyoukai. So hopefully that won't blow up in my face. I need to check twitter and facebook and myspace, but see, I just kind of don't care enough to do it. Meh. Whatever.

Re: fics! I'm working on them. WHAT?! Well, I am. I'm actually working on TOO many fics at the moment. Also vids. And a fanmix. I SUCK OKAY. I JUST SUCK. THAT'S ALL.

REQUEST! I'm looking for the McShep vid "Jolene". It was recced to me but I can't find a dl of it anywhere. Anybody know where I can get it? Pretty please with Sheppard on top? XD

RE: APOGEE. Okay, look. I've got a lot more written, but I've made an executive decision. I'm going to wait until I finish (or am very nearly finished with) the first part before I put it up. Then I can update frequently and there'll be less stress for everyone involved. So if you've got any good reasons why this is a bad idea, say them now. :P

I'm working on my original novel, too. I've decided a few things about it that will probably mean it's impossible to get published, but FUCK IT. It's my novel and I'll do what I please with it.

Also, I really think it stinks that we don't have more good subtexty gay couples. I mean really now. I think Due South spoiled me rotten. D:

I'm also looking for fic recs for good stories for FrayK, McShep, Hotson, and Spork! Feel free to send links or rec lists my way if you've got them readily available.

I'm off to catch the train to work. TTYL, flist!! ILU ALL!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

P.S. I meant it about the Apogee thing. If anybody has a better idea than posting it when it's all finished, let me know. Since it looks like posting it as it's written isn't doing so great. STUPID NOT HAVING THE INTERNET AT MY HOUSE. *headdesk*
kowaiyoukai: (Default)
I'M STILL ALIVE!! But rushed as always. Hopefully more Apogee soon.

ILU ALL!! <3

FrayK fanmix and vid coming soon! ♥
kowaiyoukai: (DS Kowalski oh snap)
LJ just completely fucked me over with my icons. It erased the icons I uploaded and then re-loaded them all WITHOUT the keywords or comments, so I just spent the last hour and a half of my precious online time fixing it!! HATEHATEHATE!!

In other news, YAY SUPERNATURAL'S 100TH EPISODE WOO!!! I need to catch up on that, along with everything else.

RE: APOGEE!! More importantly! I've decided Apogee is a greedy little bitch. But that's not news. What is news is that I'm attempting to work it out so that the fic's not as long as I originally intended it to be, so that we all can have some peace in our lives. It was already going to be split up into three parts, so I'm seeing if I can cut out stupid shit to make it only two. Unless anyone has an epic issue with that idea?

Also, does anyone know how to convert flv files to avi without paying for it? Anyone? Or else I need to know where I can get video game footage in avi format, like, not off of youtube.
kowaiyoukai: (DS Fraser/Kowalski men at work)
No, this is not an Apogee update. Have a cookie instead. *gives out cookies*

So I started a FrayK vid. It's just I heard the song and then I was like... it was so... YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. IT JUST. HAD. TO. HAPPEN. So that may be finished shortly since I'm using footage from only s3 due to the nature of the song AND I've finaly finished s3 and HOLY FUCKING SHIT I HAD NO IDEA DUE SOUTH WAS THAT GOOD!! PEOPLE. YOU MUST TELL ME THESE THINGS. Are there any other incredibly amazing gay shows that I missed out on years agao? PLEASE TELL ME LIEK NAO.

So re: writing, I've been switching basically continuously between Apogee, this unnamed FrayK fic, a McShep fic, some Morgan/Reid, and some wincest stuff. Which means one of two things. Either there will be a plethora of fic all posted on the same day at some point in the future because I'll have finished them all at EXACTLY THE SAME TIME, or there'll be sporadic fics in no logical order for random fandoms. XP

Also, I suck, and so knowing this I've decided to never again sign up for any kind of challenge, exchange, auction, or big bang sort of thing. I just can't be held to these kind of constraints, okay?! *panicked eyes*


Oh, and one last thing. I'm compiling an epic fic and vid rec list in every fandom I'm in, because I realized this needs to occur. I have very picky tastes, you know, and I figure why not share the love? But who knows when that will happen.



Mar. 30th, 2010 01:20 am
kowaiyoukai: (Earthbound Tower of Love and Peace Stay)
[livejournal.com profile] rdallyn, yes, I got the vids! THANK YOU!! ILU HARD, MAN!! ♥

Also, thanks for the recs, [livejournal.com profile] jolie_reader, I've downloaded everything by Speranza, and I SHOULD'VE KNOWN THAT FROM THE BEGINNING DUH.

OMG THIS NEW LIBRARY SUCKS. The computer kicks you off every half-hour no matter what, and you have to use your library card to log in again. ISN'T THAT THE STUPIDEST THING YOU'VE EVER HEARD OF IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE?!?!

TO-DO: finished watching DS, SGA, BSG; watch TS; make DS icons; WRITE FIC!! I think you guys will be quite satisfied with some fic I'm planning. Or, maybe, you know, not exactly satisfied but sort of like half-satisfied and then yeling at me for more. That's usually how it goes. XP

OH!! And I need more Fraser/Kowalski fic recs, so pass 'em over here if you've got 'em. I'm trying to get their characterizations down, it's coming along okay. We'll see. Apogee is progressing steadily, except that the next part I have to put up still isn't finished! For some reason, the next few scenes are eluding me like something INCREDIBLY ELUSIVE. I've got a few SGA and CM fics in-progress as well.

Oh! And VIDS! I am quite hopeful I'll have these two vids up soon, but we'll see. It all depends on how fast I can get through TOS and the movies. WHAT OKAY WHAT. IT IS AWESOME. YOU WILL ALL UNDERSTAND.

I love Ray Kowalski more than I've ever loved a fictional character in my life. That is all. ♥

kowaiyoukai: (Torchwood John fangirling)
Quickly! For those of you who care/are bored, I've finished moving and am now focused on unpacking. [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow and I are living together, and as twins it works out okay for us both. I've yet to find time to write, but that's mostly b/c of the freak-out regarding the moving, and I've been jotting down some stuff recently, both Apogee-related and otherwise, so there should be more up soon. No, I haven't abandoned anything. God, you people are insatiable! XDDD ♥

I'M FREAKING OUT OVER DUE SOUTH!! Who told me to watch Due South? Whoever it was, it's now up to you to provide me with links to good fic. I need Fraser/Kowalski fic like I need oxygen, and by that I mean RFNAO!! *stamps foot* I'm on 3x07, and if you follow my twitter, then you know I've been fangirling so hard over RayK that I'm losing sleep. BUT HE'S SO PERFECT IN EVERY WAY!! IT'S NOT MY FAULT!! So I'll be ficcing them once I finish the show, but for now, hey flist, how about some fic where Fraser saves RayK from a hostage situation, oh, and some where they've got a kid? Y/Y? What's legendary in that fandom? I NEED TO KNOW. *is crazy with RayK love*

More later! I allowed text messaging and I have more icons! YAY


Jan. 22nd, 2010 06:22 pm
kowaiyoukai: (SH Holmes/Watson don't get excited)
ILU ALL THO!! And I'm working on fics, never fear. We'll see how it goes.

More importantly...

kowaiyoukai: (CM Morgan/Reid loved to madness)
Title: Comfort, and Lack Thereof (coda to 2x15)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kowaiyoukai
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Morgan/Reid (pre-slash)
Warning(s): Angst, pre-slash
Spoilers: Through 2x15 "Revelations"
Word Count: 814
Disclaimer: I don't own Criminal Minds.
Beta Acknowledgment: [livejournal.com profile] siriuslyyellow
Summary: It seemed stupid now. Reid was safe, and that was the most important thing.
A/N: My first Criminal Minds fic. Also, this is unintentionally my first rareslash pairing. I am completely flabbergasted by the lack of Morgan/Reid fics in this fandom, since it's so obvious in canon even though I've been told I'm crazy by several fangirls who looked at me and shouted, "YOU'RE CRAZY!!" So, here, some fic to make up for the lack. ^_^*

Comfort, and Lack Thereof )
kowaiyoukai: (SGA McShep flying hearts)
OK, I finished replying to comments. I've got a Morgan/Reid drabble to post, speaking of which, this Morgan/Reid rec list makes me happy. ♥

Besides that, I've got to update my icons. That's next. HAS TO HAPPEN. I've got no Holmes/Watson ones though!! LIFE IS PAIN.

EDIT: I have more time! YAY. I got to save fics, and look at the amusing thing I found in [livejournal.com profile] candle_beck's LJ, at the top of a fic she wrote that I haven't read yet but am sure is awesome: "Oh kids, is there a happier day than New Fandom Day? Hallmark needs to make a card for that one right quick."


ALSO: OMG I've forgotten to eat today and I'm DYING!! I'll have to get something on my way home. EPIC FAIL, SELF.
kowaiyoukai: (TDK batman/joker comics not crazy just f)
LULZ I JUST REALIZED IT'S JANUARY. Apogee was supposed to be finished by the end of December. LOLOLOL!! Oh, self. You are so naive. *headdesk* I made an f-locked post about this, but for those of you not on my flist and curious about Apogee, here's what's up: RL drama is too epic for me to write much at the present time. Deal with it.

So I've been writing some but not a lot, and some of it's Apogee but not all of it. Deal, people. Morgan/Reid fic galore is coming, even though I've only seen up to 5x01. And BTW, HOMG Reid and JJ sit in exactly the same way at around 8:15 in 3x01--I'm just saying this b/c Reid is so gay and I love him so. I'm also doing McShep fic, but that's not coming out until I've finished the show, so you've got two seasons left on that one. Ho hum.

I need good Morgan/Reid fic recs. I've got everything I could find by [livejournal.com profile] carolinecrane, [livejournal.com profile] lagolindari, and [livejournal.com profile] severity_softly -- along with one or two fics by [livejournal.com profile] ansera, [livejournal.com profile] catherinewinner, [livejournal.com profile] innerslytherin, and [livejournal.com profile] ubervirgin, but there's seriously not much that I've been able to find. I mean, is that it? Seven authors? What's up with that?! That is seriously ALL I could find. I even went on FFN in my fervent search, and you all KNOW how I feel about FFN. *headdesk*

Speaking of craziness, what's up with all the creepy pairings in Criminal Minds fandom, anyway? Why is Hotch/Reid so popular? And, um, sorry people, but Garcia and Morgan flirt because they're friends, not because they're having a secret romance on the side. Man, I wish I could just upload the entire series to my brain so I could have it all done with and write fic with the knowledge of everything that's available. Oh well. *shrugs*

Also, I am highly amused at the sheer number of fandom guest stars we've seen. We've got (in no particular order) Bobby from SPN, Gabrielle from Xena, the creepy sister/nun from Carnivale, Xander from Buffy, the older detetcive from Dexter, Michael from SGA, and one of the leads from a gay movie called "Shelter" (it's a good movie).

OMG DEREK MORGAN, DEXTER MORGAN, AND DRACO MALFOY SHARE THE SAME INITIALS!! Coincidence, or carefully planned strategy to lure fangirls in? YOU DECIDE!

ALSO: I'm kind of ticked that CM 5x01 didn't show Reid in the hospital. I mean, hello? His foot got shot for God's sake! I know everything with Hotch was more dramatic, but I was really hoping to see Reid too. DX

ALSO: I've watched True Blood season 2, and I've got to say--TOTALLY SHIPPING ERIC/GODRIC!! And this quote had me LULZing: Sookie: "He's your maker, isn't he?" Eric: "Don't use words you don't understand." Sookie: "You have a lot of love for him." Eric: "Don't use words I don't understand." \o/ There must be fic out there, right? RIGHT?!?! *panics*

ALSO: I'm compiling a mental list of the best kisses, mostly same-sex, in shows. But great het ones I'll take too. So far, the only kisses that really stood out to me as being HOMG were the one between Jack and Ianto in 2x03 (around the 34 minute mark) and the one between Alice and Tasha at the end of The L Word 5x08. Any others? Ideas?

ALSO x4: I can't believe Caprica's starting and I'm not done with BSG yet!! EPIC FAIL, SELF. EPIC FAIL. Watching all of this stuff is really putting a dent in my free time, I'm telling you. *epic sigh*

EDIT: I'll be replying to WAY RIDICULOUSLY OLD comments for the next while. So, don't worry if you get some random reply from me that makes no sense to you. I'm just trying to catch up, as always. :P *headdesk*
kowaiyoukai: (X-Men Tony Stark)
I got a new cell phone, so if you have my old number (or, you know, if you WANT my shiny new number), just PM me with your number and then I'll text you back. That is such a plan I am shocked at the plan-ness of it all. This method of keeping in touch might well work out better than the "jump online once every month to quickly update and let everyone know I'm alive" method. Which, besides having a long name, has other drawbacks.
kowaiyoukai: (SGA McShep flying hearts)
Merry Christmas to all!! I LOVE YOU, FLIST!! <3

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] empath89, [livejournal.com profile] amazonziti, and [livejournal.com profile] votaku for the FANTASTIC virtual gifts!! I feel so loved. \o/ ♥ ♥ ♥

Yes, Apogee is in progress. No, the new chapter isn't ready yet. I will respond to all comments soon, but meanwhile this talk of Apogee being abandoned disturbs me. Relax, people! Remember lack of internet causes me many troubles, as well as working in a stupid job. Writing fanfio is taking a lower priority in my life. Sad but true. Speaking of lack of internet, that's one of the reasons I'm taking so long with Apogee. I want to make sure it's as factual as possible due to some concerns over the last part I posted. It's hard to research stuff online without the internet! And, unfortunately, I don't actually know everything about everything, so... *headdesk*

More epic LJ post, plus list of Christmas gifts, forthcoming!


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